Some people know it is as the “Don’t You Dare Go Home” talk, the “Don’t Go Home!” talk, or the “Missions are Forever” talk. Either way, it’s been dubbed here as “The Miracle of a Mission.”

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The Miracle of a Mission – Jeffrey R. Holland
"A little background/disclaimer:

This is NOT the official transcript from the talk that Elder Holland gave, but it’s very close. I have searched and searched and could not find this talk anywhere on the internet, not even the church’s website. All I could find were people raving about how powerful and incredible the talk is and that if you could find a copy, that you should read it. There are many different names for this talk. Some people know it is as the “Don’t You Dare Go Home” talk, the “Don’t Go Home!” talk, or the “Missions are Forever” talk. Either way, it’s been dubbed here as “The Miracle of a Mission.”

My roommate first introduced this talk to me. While serving on his mission in Hungary, he had just been transferred and was busy moving into his new apartment. As he was unpacking, he found a little stack of papers left on a shelf. It was this talk. He kept it for the remainder of his mission.

We’re now at BYU-Idaho and he’s my roommate. He showed this to me and it hit me really hard. It’s an incredibly powerful talk. After looking for it online, I could not find it anywhere, and I assumed that if I was looking for it, there were plenty more people who were looking for it also. I took his hard copy, typed it up, and am now placing it on the internet.

So, here it is:

“The Miracle of a Mission” – Elder Holland – MTC Talk – January 2001

Brothers and Sisters, we feel it an immense privilege. I’m so proud of you. I’m so grateful that you’ve served. Maybe that’s the most important thing I can say to you. Tonight we don’t have a lot of time. There are 101 things that I would like to say. I wish we could, you probably don’t wish it, but I wish we could stay all night. And I do this humbly, this informally, and as lovingly as I know how to do. In the time that we have I’ll hit a couple of highlights and key things that I think you need to remember and hope you will.

More importantly maybe than anything, at least basic than anything else that I would say to you, is my expression and my personal love for you. I’m authorized to represent President Hinckley, President Monson, and President Faust, the Quorum of the Twelve and all the General Authorities; and I think literally and truly I’m authorized to represent the Lord Himself. I’m called to be His witness, His representative, and to speak by His right and His power, not of our own. Nothing of our own strength or privilege and preparation. We don’t have anything else. The only thing that matters, the only real preparation and spirit of authorization happens from Heaven. The same with you. You get that from the same source. But, I think in light of that authorization which sent you into the mission field, I have the same authorization to come to this MTC and to tell you that God loves you, is aware of you, and knows your name, knows your call and your mission field, knows your companion, knows your mission President. He knows the lessons you’re going to have and the challenges you’re going to face. We do love you for serving.

I’m grateful for the way you look. It’s very important that the messenger be worthy of the message. We ask you to look a certain way and act a certain way because of the message. This is more important than anything you’ve ever done in your life. However, we feel . . . and I’m sure you’ve been wondering . . . however significant your lives may have been . . . and I’m sure you’ve done very important things, . . . this is higher and holier and more sacred and more eternal than anything you’ve ever done. It is by definition the most important thing you can do in the world, in time or eternity. For this reason you are engaged in the saving of the human soul. And that is the highest and holiest work in the universe.

That is the thing that God Himself said was His work and glory. It is the purpose for which the Savior came to the earth and gave His life and was resurrected to open those possibilities and promises of Eternal Life. It is the purpose for which every prophet has lived and every apostle has spoken. It is the purpose for which every missionary since Adam and Eve has gone forth to declare the truth. You join those ranks! You join that brotherhood and sisterhood and it is as I said by definition, by theology, it is the most important thing you can do.

There will be other ways you will do this. There will be other ways you will do the most important thing in the world, not the least of which is to be a parent—that will engage you in the saving of the human soul. More tender because you get to raise that human soul and love it and take it on into eternity, but it will still be the same work in God’s eyes and in the records of Heaven and the economy of the Plan of Salvation. This work and parental work and church service for the rest of your lives and temple service will forever bring you into the eternal ranks of the work of angels, the work of the Priesthood, the work of the prophets and apostles, for as long as they have lived. And so forgive us if we are very serious with you about this.

It’s kind of “grown-up time.” This isn’t the seminary council. This isn’t being president of the teacher’s quorum or the laurel class, important as that is. We send you to the temple, we give you the most important covenants a man or a woman can make on the face of this planet at 19 or 21, and we invite you to come and do the work that God Himself has labored over and toiled over and wept over and pursued since before the beginning of time, since before the foundation of the world. It’s fairly serious business and it doesn’t mean depressing and it doesn’t mean discouraging. It doesn’t mean that you can’t be happy. But we are giving . . . as General Authorities, we’re giving everything we know to this. For as long as we live we will be bearing testimony of the divinity of the Church, and of the salvation of the Lord and of the Restoration of the gospel and of God’s love for His children. Until I cannot move my lips one more time, that is what we will do.

We’re asking you to join us in that for two years. We’re asking you to carry one leg of the race, one relay of the baton for two years’ time, or 18 months, as the case for the sisters, and to join President Hinckley and President Faust and President Monson and President Packer and all the brethren. And again I say, you only have to let your imagination move in the way that Sister Holland has suggested, that you join all the other prophets who have ever lived in doing this. It is a relatively short period of time. It may not seem short to you, but it is short to us who are doing this work for 40 or 45 years. We just thank you. We love you. We are honored and grateful that you have come. If fifteen of us had to do it alone, it would be a very, very hard work. If three members of the First Presidency and Twelve Apostles of the Quorum had to do the work you’re doing, it would kill us off sooner than it’s going to kill us. So, it is a very personal expression of gratitude that we make. Thank you for serving.

In doing that, I represent your Father, your Dad, your little brothers and your little sisters, your aunts, and your uncles, and your bishop and everybody who loves you and everybody who prays for you. You’re the most prayed for people on the face of the earth. I really believe that. I do not believe, collectively speaking, that there is any body of people that’s any collective circle of individuals are prayed for on the face of the earth than the LDS missionaries. I don’t think that other churches have the organizations we have or the missionary force to pray about and to pray for, and they’re not organized enough in their ecclesiastical organization to do the praying if they had the missionaries. And I used to think that you were the second, that the President of the Church was first, that he was the most prayed for man on the earth and you were second. But I’ve repented of that because I’ve never heard anybody pray for the President of the Church, who did not in the same breath, pray for the missionaries. So, it’s you and President Hinckley, neck and neck all the way down the line. And take comfort in that, take great satisfaction in that—I do!

There are days when I really need to know that each and every member prays for the Brethren. Hard days, long days, challenging days, troublesome days when Lucifer is real, when evil is rampant and problems abound and the Church is confronted, or the missionaries struggle, or the mission has a problem, or the people in their homes are having difficulties, or families are being torn apart. There are lots of reasons for us as General Authorities to get heartaches and to shed tears, and we take great consolation in the fact that the members of the Church pray for us.

And I really want to thank you for that, and I want you to know that we return the favor. That every Thursday of our lives, this is beyond our personal prayers, (Sister Holland and I pray for you personally.) That every Thursday of your life and of mine we pray for you in the Temple, and I want you to know that we have a little prayer experience in the temple, as General Authorities, just the First Presidency and the Quorum of the Twelve, until the Brethren come in at Conference time, and then it’s everyone! Every week we have an experience. I don’t need to detail all the sanctity of it to you, but suffice it to say, it includes a prayer at a prayer alter, and it’s led by the President of the Church. It’s led by Gordon B. Hinckley, and you are prayed for. And on days when it’s hard, on days when it’s tough, and if you’re particularly new, on days when you’re homesick, you just know that the most beloved man I know in all this world prays for you because you’re the teammates! You’re understanding something of what we do, and for that reason we really understand what you do, and we’re kind of in it together. Maybe the folks back home do or don’t know so much about it. Maybe your little brother or little sister don’t really comprehend what a mission is. Really, nobody who hasn’t been on a mission understands. But nevertheless, from the President of the Church right down to the newest members anywhere who learns to pray and learns what a missionary is, you have that tremendous support and love and encouragement, and I’m authorized, I think, to speak for all of them, to speak for your family.

Some of you out here are new, and by definition, all of you are within nine weeks in this experience. Don’t be discouraged. Now that may be easy to say and hard for you to understand. The culture is new, the language is new, and you have every right and every reason, at least every understandable reason, to be homesick. Everybody’s been there, and if it gives you any encouragement, just remember that I did this once too, and that no young man in the history of the world could have been more affected by a mission than I was.

My father was a convert and my mother had not served a mission, as sisters usually didn’t then. No one in my family had ever gone on a mission. I didn’t know the clothing to buy. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know anything about it. I knew zero about a mission, but I knew that I wanted to go, and I knew that I wanted to serve. As inadequate as I was, as unprepared as I was . . . I didn’t look right; I didn’t act right; I didn’t know anything about it. We didn’t have an MTC, and I don’t remember people or even remember a sheet telling us what clothing to bring. I don’t know, I had a suit my brother handed down to me. You could shave by it! You could hang it up and it glistened, it was so worn and so shiny. I had that suit and a green corduroy suit with matching vest and okra lining. Boy, if you think my Mission President’s eyes didn’t pop out! What did I know? That’s all I owned, and my Mom said that I would probably be okay, and that’s what I took.

In two years my life was changed forever and forever and forever. Everything I hold dear, everything I cherish in one way or another, I owe to the experience that converged from my childhood, my lovely parents, and my good home. Converged and passed into my soul on a mission. Everything — my marriage to Sister Holland, my children, the fact that they have been on missions and all married in the temple and now are raising children to go on missions and be married in the temple, my education, and my chance to have a profession in education, my church assignments—everything that has ever blessed me I owe to the gospel, collectively, broadly, and to my mission specifically.

So don’t worry about being homesick. Don’t worry about being new. Don’t worry about the language. None of that matters. It will not matter. God loves you and this is the truth and you can do it! Just reach down, pull up your socks, and go to work. This is a time for you to go out. I plead with you. I plead with you, in the case of the Elders, to have a 24-month mission! Not 23, not 22, not 19, not 16, not 14…to have a 24-month mission! Sisters, have an 18-month mission—not 15, not 11, not 6. Start fast. Run hard, and to the tape! You can rest later.

I played for a state championship basketball team once, and we weren’t supposed to be there, and we weren’t supposed to be able to play. We were a rag-tag bunch from a very small school where there was hardly enough guys to put on jerseys. And somehow we made it to the championship game. And I remember the coach saying at half time, when we were behind…he came into the locker room and said, “I know you’re tired. We don’t have a lot of substitutes—we hardly have any. I know you’re tired. I know you’re giving it everything you’ve got, but the next 20 minutes is the most important 20 minutes of your high school career. Twenty minutes is all I’m asking, and then we’ll rest forever! Give me all you’ve got for 20 more minutes! Let’s go out there and do that.” And we did, and it worked, and we won. It was great, but matters not at all, matters not one iota. I don’t think I ever thought about it much in the forty-plus years since that happened. But in the gospel, I mean if it can matter for a high school ball game or a track meet or a dance review or a symphony recital, it can matter for things like that, that pass away in the night and dissolve in the air, how much more should that spirit of commitment count in the Gospel of Jesus Christ! We’re just asking for that slice.

Most of you had a reasonably comfortable life up to the call, and you can just have the most terrific, relaxed, wonderful life after, but right now we want you to run all the way, every day, every step until this is over. To give the Lord a full 24-month or 18-month mission, for your sake, for the church’s sake, for integrity’s sake, for the prophet’s sake. I can tell you he’s doing it! Ninety-one years old, (he will be ninety-one in June), ninety-one years old and going all day, every day, everywhere, all the time until he drops!

His only council to us, and he’s willing to do the same, he says, “Look, you know, you don’t work hard enough, you don’t go far enough, you don’t do enough,” (here we all are dying), he says, “Look, I don’t have sympathy for you. If you die, you die.” And clearly that’s his theory. I mean, that’s his position. He just said, “Look, what use are we then, what do we do at our level, at our time in life, with our calls…what else is there? We will just give and give and give until we are taken.” And we don’t want you taken. We don’t want you to pass out. We don’t want you to ruin your health. We just want two years from you. We just want 18 months from you. So start now. Just don’t look back. Just put your face to the sun and put your shoulder into this work, and give it everything you’ve got and savor every day! Now if anyone wants to go home, talk to me. I will not let you! I will throw my life before the barred door. I have chains in every room. I have skyhooks and cables. I have things you’ve never seen before. If you think President Palmer’s tough on you, you haven’t seen anything yet! If you have any feeling about going home, you cannot. You must not. Not for the Church’s sake, the Church wouldn’t miss you that fast! You cannot go for your sake!

Look at me and listen to me and see the fire in my eyes and the flame in my soul! You cannot ever go home! You’ve got to know what this means to me, what it has meant to my life, what is has meant to my family. The first missionary to go—a 180 degree turn for our entire family and its generations—to receive the gospel and go on a mission! I would do anything to keep a missionary in the mission field. I would hang on, I would grab your leg, I would twist your ankle, I would put a full nelson and a judo chop, and whatever it takes. I would make an absolute fool out of myself, which is about what I’m describing, just to have you know how much it matters. And someday, and someday soon, it won’t be long; you’ll laugh about the homesickness and smile about the necessitudes of the MTC or the shock of the culture, or the strangeness of the language. Every day and every way it will get better! That doesn’t necessarily mean that it will get easier, but it will get better.

This is hard work. It is the hardest work you will ever do. That’s why I say this is the most important work you will ever do. I think those two go together. It’s hard work, but every day, in every way, it will get better, and you will feel the Spirit of the Lord. You’ll know He loves you, and the language will come, and baptisms will come, and you will make new friendships, both with your companions and with investigators and with ward members and branch members and people with whom you serve. And someday, sometime, you will come back, husbands and wives, you will come back and preside over these missions, or you will send your sons or your daughters to serve in the same missions. You will tell them stories of those legends of your life in the mission field.

Plan right now! Plan right now for the stories you will tell your children about your mission. Live right now in every way to look them in the eye and put them on your knee and rock them on your lap and tell them as I am telling you, that you loved every day of your mission. That you worked your head off! That you’ve never worked so hard in your life. That you were tired and sweaty and dirty and hungry and you knew how Paul felt and you knew how Peter felt and you knew how Mormon felt and you knew how Moroni felt. And I promise you that your children will remember and never forget it, and they will cherish it and hold it dear for their mission and so the generations go. So life is lived and this dispensation is pursued, and the Kingdom comes and Christ does arrive, whenever that is.

Live now for those generations. Live now for the deacons and beehive girls who will one day have you return and sit up and watch you in Sacrament Meeting, who don’t have a blessed idea what a mission is, and have no idea what it means to go to Manaus or Belem or Belo Horizonte or Porto Alegre or wherever. And then you look them in the eye and say that they too can serve, that they’ve got to go take their turn in the relay race of eternity. They’ve got to step up and pace out their two years or eighteen months. You live right now in a way that you can pierce their hearts and touch their lives.

Without a big brother or father or an uncle to set an example for me in the mission field, at the very time I was wondering about a mission, I had no particular history or tradition to propel me that way or move me that way. A friend of mine a little older, just the way you have younger friends waiting at home, came back from his mission and testified of the hard work and real growth and problems and troubles and fun and laughter and tears and the whole package, and I was spellbound! I really think that day . . . I was 17 years old, near enough to start to think about, “Well, am I or aren’t I?”, and I think that day is the day I decided to go on a mission. I started to take the steps towards one. You have such a legacy to give. Already you’re just the newest of the new, you’re the newest team on the squad. Already from day one, you take your place with what is, I guess, the grandest fraternity or sisterhood, or brotherhood and sisterhood, in the Church—that of a missionary. It is the largest collective association of which people are known in this Church. He or she was a missionary! And the expectations are so high, people really believe you to be perfect. They want you to be perfect.

When I was at BYU and had new converts come, and sometimes their feelings were hurt, or sometimes something happened that wasn’t appropriate, and I would talk to them and this precious convert would say, “But she was a returned missionary,” or “He was a returned missionary,” as if to say, “You know, gosh, I thought I was with Moroni. I thought I was with Wilford Woodruff.” They have a right—everybody has a right—the Church has a right to see us that way, collectively, even if that is a tremendous burden to bear, and it is. It’s an overwhelming burden to bear. But the Church has a right, and these kids have a right—your little brothers and your little sisters have a right—to just think you’re perfect—that you’re out there doing something, and they don’t know exactly what. I know that all my life growing up, I heard “tracting”, which is knocking doors, and I thought they were saying “tracking”, like Indians through the woods, and I wondered, “What are the missionaries doing tracking?” But it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter what misconceptions exist, you just have an obligation to let people think you’re perfect. And I do think you’re perfect. I think you’re perfect because you’ve chosen to serve.

I know that some of you are struggling. I could see it in your eyes when I shook your hands. That’s what we do when we shake your hands—we interview you. And thank heavens for this calling—you can do it that fast! I can sit down with President Palmer now and identify the Elders and Sisters that we probably need to talk with a little bit. It’s okay, you’re alright, it’s no problem, but I can tell the ones that are struggling and just know that even then, even with that, we think you’re perfect because everyone struggles.

When President Hinckley stands and talks about his mission, as he did with me when I had a chance to write an article on him for the Ensign when he was made the President of the Church. . . I had the wonderful privilege to write the article on him for the Church magazine. I interviewed him and all he wanted to talk about was his mission, as if nothing else had ever happened! And in a way he’s trying to say what I’m saying—that nothing would have happened if it hadn’t been for that.

He got on his mission and hated it! I don’t know if he hated it, but he felt troubled by it. He was a little older, he’d finished college, it was the Depression, he didn’t have any money, his mother had just died, and he’d been through school because he didn’t have any money to go on a mission. So he’d go one more year and one more year. So he was a little older—he was 23, 24 years old when he went on his mission, and he had ambition, and he had things to do, and certainly wanted to save money, and his Dad had sacrificed to send him. He said, “If you go on a mission, your brothers and I will keep you on your mission.” And his mother, who had died, had saved a little bit of her house money, just a little bit of grocery money, and a little bit of her laundry money, and whatever, and she saved it, only a few dollars, but she saved it and left it for him after she died. And he was so touched by that he went on his mission.

But he got out there and he found what you found. It was hard work, just miserably hard work. And the days were long and sometimes it was cold and sometimes it was hot and the people rejected him. In his day he stood on a little soapbox, and he couldn’t . . . and they made fun of him and teased him and pointed and nullified the local Mormon missionaries. It was a nightmare for his first six to eight weeks, about like you would be, and he wrote his Dad and he said, “Dad, I’m coming home. I’m wasting my time and your money, and it’s just not paying off, and I’m coming home.” His Dad blazed a letter back! And President Hinckley said he had to read it wearing asbestos gloves. His father fired him a one-sentence letter back! “DEAR GORDON, FORGET YOURSELF AND GET TO WORK! LOVE, FATHER.” And he said the “love” was sort of figurative in that letter, that is what fathers are supposed to say. He said he went upstairs to his little apartment in Preston, England, and he knelt down and said, “I guess I’m supposed to stay. I guess I’m supposed to be on this mission. So help me. Help me serve. Help me work. Help me learn what I’m supposed to learn.” And then he said with tears rolling down his cheeks, the President of the Church, “That is the day when my life changed forever!”

Where would we be today without Gordon B. Hinckley? Well, I can tell you one thing—that Gordon B. Hinckley wouldn’t be the President of the Church if he hadn’t stayed on his mission. What for you and for me and for the Church and for destiny, what was hanging in the balance that day, that even somebody like President Hinckley, young Gordon Hinckley, wondered whether a mission was worth it or not. Because his Dad and a mission President and a companion and you and me and people who love him, figuratively speaking said, “You’d better stay there. This is a chance of a lifetime. This is the work of eternity. Don’t lose it now. Don’t blow it now. Give it all you’ve got.” Because of that, we have the President of the Church. We have the 103rd temple to dedicate in six more weeks. We have 60,000 missionaries around the world. We have a destiny and a dispensation in which he stands with Joseph and Brigham and John and Wilford and Lorenzo and Heber and George Albert and David and on and on to this fifteenth successor in an unbroken chair of prophets in this, the greatest dispensation in the history of the world.

Well, look, if President Hinckley can struggle, you can struggle. If President Hinckley can wonder whether it’s worth it, you can wonder. You just forget it, just say it and get on with it. Just write it in your journal and keep moving. Gordon, forget yourself. Go to work! And that’s collectively the message that God would give to all of us.

Remember above all, that this is a spiritual work. It’s the most important thing you can remember all your life. You cannot have a mission and you will not succeed on this mission and you won’t be happy and you won’t lose your homesickness and you won’t get the language and you won’t be acclimatized to the culture until you give over to God and say, “This is Thy work and I’m only the instrument. I’m on the pencil, but you’ve got to do the writing.” That is the most important thing for a missionary to learn ever. Section 50, a verse you all memorize and I hope you remember all your life, “Unto what you were ordained (or in the case of the sisters, unto what you were set apart by somebody who was ordained), to preach my gospel by the Spirit, even the Comforter, and if it is not taught that way, it is not God’s way.” If it is not taught that way, it is some other way, and any other way is not of God. You can’t do it your own way. Don’t even try. That’s part of the worry—you don’t have to do it, you can’t do it, you shouldn’t do it. Stop worrying that you have to do this. This is God’s work! He will watch you! He will answer your prayers! He has legions of angels and teams of chariots to run to your aid this very hour. He will bless you! This is His work, but you have to do it His way! That’s the contract.

I shared with the missionaries in Sao Paulo yesterday the story of Moses leading the children of Israel who had to ask that question saying, “Lord, I’ll do this. I’ll take on Pharaoh, I’ll face the soothsayers, witches and doctors and the serpents, and we’ll get blood running in the river, and we’ll part the Red Sea, but I can’t do it alone. I couldn’t even try. I’m the least adequate man alive. I can’t even talk. I need a companion to translate for me. I can’t do any of this, but we’ll do it, parting the Red Sea and crossing the River Jordan and claiming our inheritance, but I have to know that you will go with us. I have to know that you’ll be the divine comforter in this missionary service. Otherwise, we can’t go. We’re not even going to leave Cairo. We’re just going to stay here. We’re just going to stay here and stack bricks. We can’t do it. There is no way that we can fight Pharaoh or fate or sand dunes or water unless the very power of heaven, unless the power of Almighty God is resting on our shoulders and in our hearts.

That is a legitimate request to make of a missionary, and it is a legitimate answer that God gives saying, “You’re on! That’s a deal! You don’t have to wonder about me. Worry about yourself. Don’t worry about me—I can do it!” And He can! And He does! You will succeed in this work. You will succeed at this work because it is God’s to do, and all you have to do is say, “Here, use me. Take me. Just point me in the right direction. Where’s the tape and I’ll head for it? I’ll give you all I’ve got for two years.” And that’s all a missionary has to do, and technically all a missionary can do. And that’s all that God wants and He’ll do the work and He’ll give you the words to say and the language to say it and the testimony to bear and the places to go and the doors to knock on and the people to inquire of on the street. He’ll do all of that if you will pledge to live by the Spirit and be obedient and testify by the Holy Ghost and do the work His way.

Forgive us if we ask so much about obedience. We ask so much about rules. It’s because we’ve been at this for 170 years, just in this dispensation alone. We know what it takes to succeed. We’ve tried all the other ways. We’ve seen all the other ways that don’t work. We’ve had all the missionaries who have tried to do it their own way. And after 170 years, trust us that the information is pretty well in, and the documentation is pretty clear, starting with the declaration in the scriptures themselves. That we are called to preach the gospel by the Spirit, even the Comforter, and there is no other way and any other way is not of God. If you would just be that comfortable, actually it takes a lot of pressure off. It takes an incredible amount of pressure off of us individually. To just say it really is His work and He’ll do it and He can do it and He’s always done it and He will do it! These are His children to save. This is His work. He will do it, but He’s got to have an obedient and spiritually hungry missionary!

Do not look tired—this work can be done. That has been the work of all the dispensations since the beginning of time, and that’s the request that’s being made—accomplish! I love you. I love looking at you. I love seeing you. I know how you feel. I was once one of you and without this understanding once. Somehow, someday, somewhere, some of you will be asked to do this, and by that I don’t necessarily just mean the Apostleship, but preside over missions, preside over Stakes, preside over Relief Societies, be parents and raise kids and do that later part to build the kingdom that you’re starting to build now.

I’ve been your age and you haven’t been mine, but I do remember what it was like to sit here and have dreams and fears and hopes and wonder, wonder if you were about to do it, wonder if you’d be happy, wonder if you would work hard, wonder if you could succeed. Now, 38 years and one month later I tell you that it was the most important thing that ever happened to me in my life, that it’s brought so many blessings that have now become important and now take their place in my life, but which would not have happened, I’m absolutely confident they would not have happened, if it had not been for the privilege of a mission.

I love you. I testify of the Lord Jesus Christ, whose witness I am called to bear. I’ve born witness all my life, now I am a witness and so are you, for these two years we’re alike. All day, every day, full-time, full-bore, all we know and all we can do and all we can believe and all we can declare in the name of Christ, salvation of the children of men and the true and living Church. For these two years and these 18 months we’re alike. We’re all witnesses called. Mine goes a little longer, and I have some keys you don’t have. I belong to a quorum you don’t belong to, but in spirit and in effort, in the good we’re trying to do, and in the testimony we’re trying to bear, we’re the same. Part of your life is part of mine. Maybe that’s why I love you so much.

You look like future leaders of the Church, to testify of the divinity of this Church, of this work, and of God’s love, of His reality and His appearance to the Prophet Joseph Smith. And if there is anyone in the room who’s struggling with a testimony, you have one — mine! I’m giving my life to this. You’re giving two years. I’m giving my life! Everything I own, everything I possess is on the line. I would not come to Sao Paulo to tell you a fairy tale. I wouldn’t wear myself into the ground, nor would President Hinckley do the same for something we did not know beyond a shadow of a doubt was God’s almighty truth! Give me a little more credit than that! I’m not an absolutely stupid man. This is the truth! And I’m giving everything that I know to give for that declaration.

I had a missionary ask me once if I would give my life for the Church. I said, “Elder, I am giving my life for the Church.” I know what he meant. What he meant was, “Would you die for it?” Well, that’s the easy part. That’s a snap! On some days it looks really appealing. That’s the easy part, to die for it. Well, what God needs is people who will live for it, people who will go the distance, people who are in this race we’re talking about that will go all the way to the tape. And some may die along the way and that’s wonderful, but He needs people who will finish the work. He needs people who will wrap this up, and that’s the pledge I make to you, and that’s the pledge He asked. We’re in this together.

I wish we could give you all a hug. Sister Holland could hug the sisters, and I could hug the elders, but we don’t have time to do that either. But figuratively know that we would. Know that we do. Know that we love you and admire you and live for the day we’ll all be together in some big missionary reunion in heaven and we’ll invite Paul over and Peter and Isaiah and Alma and we’ll just have a good time talking about missionary service. It’s a great Brotherhood and Sisterhood and I express my love to you and declare the divinity of this work in the sacred, holy and redeeming name of the Lord, Jesus Christ, Amen."

"Obedience brings success; exact obedience brings miracles"

Elder Nelson Delivers Spiritual Thanksgiving Feast to MTCs

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“Teaching and baptizing lead to thanksgiving that never ends.” —Elder Russell M. Nelson of the Quorum of the Twelve

ARTICLE HIGHLIGHTS

• Elder Nelson counseled the missionaries to get to know and work with the ward mission leaders.
• He urged them to remember their converts and keep track of them.
• Sister Nelson encouraged the missionaries to pray to be led to those whose ancestors have accepted the gospel.

On Thanksgiving Day, elders and sisters at missionary training centers around the world feasted spiritually on words of counsel from an Apostle and his wife. Later that day, at the Provo MTC, missionaries helped nourish others physically as they packed ingredients for 350,000 meals to be distributed to the needy through the Utah Food Bank.

“Teaching and baptizing lead to thanksgiving that never ends,” declared Elder Russell M. Nelson of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles in the live broadcast emanating from the missionary training center in Provo. His talk followed one given by his wife, Sister Wendy Nelson, who counseled the missionaries to put away childish things.

The morning devotional was carried to missionary training centers in Colombia, Guatemala, Mexico, New Zealand, Peru, and the Philippines and was translated into Spanish, Portuguese, and French.

“Including the Provo MTC, a total of approximately 3,000 missionaries will view this morning’s devotional,” announced President Lon Nally of the Provo facility as he conducted meeting.

Elder Nelson began his remarks by posing questions to volunteers among the congregation who stood at microphones positioned on the floor of the meeting hall. Among other questions, he asked the missionaries what would be among their first objectives on the first Sunday they attend the first ward or branch to which they are assigned in their fields of labor.

“The first person I would like to meet, after the bishop or the branch president, is the ward mission leader,” Elder Nelson said in response to his own question.

“That person will become your very best friend. … You’re going to work very closely with this person.”

He said he and Sister Nelson had just returned from Peru, where they had visited a ward in which the mission leader had assembled a list of prospective elders in the ward and asked the full-time missionaries to invite each person to the stake conference over which Elder Nelson was to preside.

“Hundreds of them came to the stake conference,” he said. “We had dozens of referrals.”

The mayor of the city was among the attendees.

Another person whom the missionaries should befriend in the ward is the family history consultant, Elder Nelson said. “Can you see how strong you will be when you can say to your investigator, who, you’ve learned, doesn’t know the names of all eight of his or her great-grandparents, ‘If you will come to Church with us, … we’ll find out what the names of all your great-grandparents are’?

“Who will turn down a request like that?”

Elder Nelson commended the courage of those who volunteered to answer his questions.

“You trusted me; now I trust you, each of you,” he said. “You will all be fabulous missionaries. Your families will be blessed for your service.”

He said a mission is an exercise in obedience training.

“Obedience brings success; exact obedience brings miracles,” he said.

Posing the question “Why are you going on a mission?” he surmised that each has a good and correct answer.

“But there is one concept in the scriptures that embraces all the others. You’re called to help establish the Lord’s Church. How do you do that? By preaching and practicing faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, repentance, baptism by immersion for the remission of sins, the laying on of hands for the gift of the Holy Ghost, and enduring to the end.

“All steps are essential. If any is omitted, or if that sequence is not observed, you will not establish the Church in the Lord’s way.”

Elder Nelson said the sacred ordinance of baptism should not be administered without adequate preparation on the part of the convert.

“You must never trivialize that sacred ordinance,” he admonished. “We must never speak of it, even among ourselves, in terms that are casual or crude. We must never administer it inappropriately.”

Regarding enduring to the end, Elder Nelson said the end to which the new convert should endure includes the “endowment of the temple.”

“There, the highest blessings of the Church are received. Temple blessings lead to the exaltation of families.”

He added, “Thus, you are sent forth not only to establish the Church, but to do so with multigenerational families of faith.

“You have a continuing responsibility for each convert you bring into the Church. They become your dear friends. They become people who will always remember your name and call you blessed.”

He told of a married couple to whom he had introduced the Church while they all were serving as medical personnel in the army in 1953. The man was killed in a wartime tragedy, but the wife remarried. Many hundreds of posterity faithful in the Church resulted from the marriage. Extended family members came to Elder Nelson’s office in May to thank him for teaching the gospel to their mother and grandmother.

“Remember your converts,” he counseled. “Keep track of them. In a very real way, they’re your children in the Church.”

He told the missionaries their purpose is to teach the doctrine of Christ. He pointed out that the Topical Guide in the LDS edition of the Bible has 18 pages of references to Christ with 57 subtitles such as Advocate, Anointed, Atonement, and Creator.

“Let the content of these pages become your personal core curriculum,” he said.

“When you leave the missionary training center, your spiritual batteries will be fully charged,” he said. “Once you’ve reached your field of labor, your challenge will be to keep those batteries fully charged.”

He said they should take a lesson from the automobile, which has a generator that recharges batteries while the car is running.

“Exciting electricity will come to you when you are in action teaching, testifying, seeking out, and serving the people.”

In her talk, Sister Nelson quoted 1 Corinthians 13:11, then said, “Your mission is an opportunity to put away childish things: childish ways of thinking, childish ways of responding to difficult situations, childish ways of understanding the gospel, childish ways of behaving.

“Your mission is your time to grow from being a child of God to becoming a man or a woman of God, a time to grow up in the Lord, a time to grow up unto the Lord.”

She gave three suggestions for that pursuit:

“If there is anything from your past that could prevent you from moving forward, anything that could prevent you from living your mission and the rest of your life in crescendo, I urge you to clean it up now.”

Her second suggestion was to do everything they can to increase their understanding of the Atonement of Christ.

Her third suggestion: “Pray to be led to those whose ancestors are ready to receive their essential ordinances. … Their ancestors have already taken the discussions from missionaries on the other side of the veil. They have already repented. They have already chosen Jesus Christ and His gospel, and they are ready to be baptized and receive other ordinances.”

The missionaries at the Provo MTC spent the afternoon packing lentils, rice, and other components into the meal packets.

President Nally said that other than responses to natural disasters, the service project represented the largest humanitarian effort ever undertaken by the Church.

The food will be distributed by the Utah Food Bank’s BackPack Program, in which packages of nonperishable food are provided to Utah schools to be sent home on the weekend to feed disadvantaged families.

“On Thanksgiving, when we might be a little homesick, that has been really nice to just forget about ourselves and get into the work and start helping other people,” said Sister Jennifer Bement, one of the missionaries who was at work assembling the food bags.

Feed My Sheep – MTC Talk – Elder Jeffrey R. Holland

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This talk was given by Elder Jeffrey R. Holland in the Missionary Training Center (MTC) on January 11, 2011.  It's entitled "Feed My Sheep" and was a precursor to the talk he gave in General Conference.

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Feed My Sheep – MTC Talk – Elder Jeffrey R. Holland

"What a privilege to be here.  I love being at the MTC. I told these people earlier in a little informal and inadequate dinner remark that there's nothing I'd rather do, and nowhere Id rather be than with Missionaries.  And in Missionary service, and in performing Missionary Labor, and doing things with the Missionary department.  The mechanism and the structure that, under the direction of the prophet to call you on a mission, guide your Mission while you're out there, works with your Mission Presidents.  I want you to have a good experience; provide you with things like Preach My Gospel and all the other helps that we can give you.

I’ve gone around this earth. I guess I’ve said this in every congregation I’ve ever been in, certainly any congregation with Missionaries, which is numbering quite a few now, after all these years. But I suppose on more or less, probably literally, every continent, and many of the nations of those continents, I have testified to Missionaries like you that my Mission meant everything to me in my life. Everything. No young man could have served a Mission and been more effected by it than I was.

I hope you will feel the same. And what I say to you tonight is assuming that you’re going to feel that, and that I’ll be terrifically disappointed if you don’t. But I want your Mission to mean as much to you as mine meant to me. I came from a family that did not have any tradition of Missionary service. At least not any immediate sense, ’til you get back to some ancestor somewhere. But I didn’t have any immediate role models. I didn’t really know what a Mission was. I didn’t know much about what clothing you took, and we weren’t nearly as organized and orchestrated. This is a long time ago, by the way. We just landed the arch when I got my call.

But I don’t even know whether we had a clothing list. I don’t know, and I didn’t have much of anybody to check with. I didn’t have a big brother, or a big sister, or a father, or mother, or anybody who’d been on a Mission. And to have gone as ignorant, and innocent, and confused, and befuddled, and mystified as I was, and to have had the experience that I had in two years. To have forever and ever and ever affected my life evermore, is more than I will ever be able to thank my Father in Heaven for. In this long list of things I can’t thank Him for in this Church, in the Gospel of Jesus Christ, beginning first of all and above all else, for the Atonement and gift of His Son.

But so closely related to that was the chance to go talk about it. To go and learn about it. To go start to have some feelings about it, for the first time in my life. I’d gone through Primary. I’d come up through the Aaronic Priesthood. I’d gone to Seminary. I did the things you did, and I didn’t know anymore than you know, which is saying a lot. Or maybe it’s saying a little. But to have entered that intense period of my life, and to have felt what I felt, and to have come home and had it shape every significant thing that has happened to me since. I really mean that and I really testify of that. Every good thing that’s happened to me in 50 years – 49 years since a Mission – every good thing that’s happened to me came somehow through the portal of that little 24-months – Elder, in beloved… Where’s the man who gave the prayer? Elder, in jolly old England.

I am so grateful and I care very very much about your intention to serve that way and to have it affect your marriage and your choices about education and your world’s work. And how you raise your children. And what you want to do in the community. And the responsibilities you fill in the Church. I want you to feel the same way. I’m gonna, I’m actually gonna end up talking about that, so I don’t want to say more about it now, but thank you for representing those marvelously formative and powerful moments in my life. When so much changed, and so much happened, and so much was permanent, and embraced forever more. I’m grateful. I’m grateful for the Missionary program of the Church, and I want you to come home feeling about it the way I did, and the way I do.

I want to talk with you a little bit about the moment in time that you’ve come to a Mission. The progress that the Church has made, the development that the Church has made in it’s Missionary movement ,and it’s Missionary policies, and it’s Missionary materials, and why you are so fortunate. I particularly want to stress that you have come to a Mission in the era of Preach My Gospel.

You should be thoroughly conversant with that from the minute you walked into this building, and certainly ongoing as you go out into your Mission field. But I want to just give you this much of a backdrop to that history and I’m grateful that Elder Hinckley is here, and I’m grateful that his sister Kathlene Hinckley Walker is here, because Preach My Gospel was born. And it probably developed over a long time. I suppose a lot of people had thoughts and ideas and feelings about it. But Preach My Gospel was really born in the modern sense, the day that President Hinckley stood before a group of prospective Mission Presidents and said, in effect, (this is President Gordon B. Hinckley, father of these two I’ve mentioned) and said in effect, said it more discretely than this, more carefully than this, but what he said was, “Somethings wrong with our Missionary program. Somethings not right.”

And what prompted him to say it was Missionaries who come home, and fail to remain active in the Church. And when he talked about that, it went through my heart like a javelin, because he articulated what I had always felt, but had never somehow been able to say, or focus on, or realize I was feeling it. But when he talked about that tragedy in his life, with some emotion, and your father was not given to showing a lot of emotion. But when he said that with emotion about any Missionary who could go do what we’re asking you to do, and come home and not be faithful to that very doctrine, and those very covenants, and those very principles, and those very ordinances, something is manifestly wrong. And it took a while, and it took a lot of work by a marvelous department, many of whom are represented here and in the immediate audience, a lot of starting and stopping and reviewing and talking and rehearsing, but out of that experience was born Preach My Gospel.

With this fundamental proposition, it’s said better in the book, and it’d be said better by, I’m sure other General Authorities, but from me, the message of Preach My Gospel to you tonight is, that the fundamental change that was made and how we do Missionary work is, that we need to convertyou, and then you figure out how to convert investigators. And for 100 years or more, we had been leaping to the investigator. We had been saying from day one, “What does the investigator need? What does the investigator got to have?” And that’s still true. We still have to ask that. We still have to know what the investigator needs to know, and what the investigator needs to feel, and what the investigator needs to do in order to come into the Church, and for us to have a successful Mission. But we were leaping to that. We were sort of jumping over a hurdle to get to that, and failed to recognize the hurdle that President Hinckley, and I’m sure many many others before him laid the ground work for, to say, “There’s something before you get to the investigator. You’ve got to get to the Missionary.”

And so the idea of a memorized discussion, wrote mechanical lessons, they were great lessons. It’s the era of my Mission. I memorized those lessons. I memorized every single solitary word of those lessons. They were quite effective. Probably better than anything we’d done before that. We had some focus. We got it down to a reasonable number. There was uniformity throughout the Church. We called it the “Uniform Plan for Teaching the Gospel.” But it still wasn’t enough, because somehow in the cases that were being identified, (and any case would be too many cases). And I guess there were a lot, you’d know a few, and I’d know a few, where somehow we’d been able to throw the switch and say the words that had come in one ear and out the other, or in both ears and out our mouth, but somehow had never gotten down here. That the Gospel had never been down here in the heart of the Missionary.

And so we were saying, in effect, to investigators, “Come in and sit down and be quiet. I’m gonna tell you what I’m here to tell you. I don’t care whether your mother just died, or whether your son is on drugs. I don’t care whether you’re in the middle of a divorce, or whether you just had a car wreck. Sit down! I’ve got a message, and I’m going to tell you.” Well, we’ve learned since then that that might work, and that it might not work. And most of the time, it didn’t work. And that you have to go where the investigator is, before you can get the investigator to come where you are. You’ve got to go find where that investigator is, in his or her life, or their family, or their marriage, or their childhood, or their education, or their economic frustration. You’ve gotta find some knowing legitimate loving identification with that person, and then say, “Come with me to the Sacred Grove.” Then say, “Come with me to the garden of Gethsemane.” Then say, ultimately, “Come with me to Calvary.” But we were assuming a little too much that people were going to join us on that journey with or without our interest and identification with what they were feeling, and what they were going through.

Elder Allen, Brother Steve Allen, our managing director who is in the audience tonight, and one of the brilliant brilliant administrators in this Church, has done with his team. All of whom, many of whom, are in the audience tonight, have done studies over the years. And we learn these horrible facts. We actually hired people. We hired people to listen to Missionaries. We paid a firm to act like they were investigators, so that we could learn what an investigator thinks our missionaries are doing, accomplishing, or not accomplishing. And do you know what most of them said? Most of them said, “If I hadn’t been paid to listen to them, I would have thrown them out of the house.” Which is often what happens, when they’re not being paid.

With this in mind that they would manufacture these, they had manufactured them, because they were hired. They were supposed to be, supposed to act like investigators, so they’d make up stories. And when the Missionaries would start, they’d say, “Well, tonight’s not a good night, because I just received word that my father may not live through the night. I just received that word,” or some such story. And then the test was, well, what do the Missionaries do with that? Do they even hear that? Does it even register that somebody just said, they have just been notified that their Dad is dying? Or is it just, “Well, that’s nice. Now, Brother Brown…” and you’re launched off into this first message that you’re gonna give? Whatever. Or, you know, somebody would say, “This isn’t a good time to talk. This isn’t a good week for Missionaries to come. My son been expelled from school. He’s 15. I don’t know what to do with him. I’m a single Mother. I don’t know what to do with this boy. This is not a time for Missionaries.”

Well, might that not be a time for Missionaries? It certainly ought to be a time for Missionaries, as the other situations should have been a situation for Missionaries, as any situation ought to be a time for Missionaries, if we have ears to hear and eyes to see. But that’s the part that, that for so long, seemed to be missing. And it’s the part that President Hinckley picked up on and commissioned, then the Missionary Executive Counsel, and its Missionary department, to start to wrestle with this and say, “How can we do better?”

And thus, Preach My Gospel was born. With this premise – which I’m repeating, but for emphasis – Elders and Sisters, we felt if we could get it in you, if you could get it in your heart, and you could listen to these people with your heart, you could see them not as objects for baptism, or a statistical zone rendering report on Sunday night. If you could see these as children of God with real lives, and real needs, and real hopes, and real dreams, and real heartaches, and listen, and pray, and be lead by the Spirit to know what to say… If you would study hard enough to know the gospel and know what to say, we would see Missionary work begin to be – and certainly in the life of the Missionary – we would see Missionary work begin to be what God intended it to be.

Told the wonderful little story. I’ll give a 30-second synopsis of a longer story of Wallas Toronto, proselyting in Czechoslovakia – I was gonna say the Czech Republic, it was Czechoslovakia then. Proselyting in Czechoslovakia, between the two wars. After World World I and before the rise of Hitler in World War II. And these two Missionaries knocked on a door, it opened about that far, and a woman looked out, saw who they were, and slammed the door. Somebody deft a foot and, deft of heart at least, didn’t quite get their toe in the door, but they refused to leave.

And by the way, be a little persistent! Now, be courteous. Be thoughtful. Don’t be insensitive, but Sister Holland’s got an Avon lady that’s more persistent than you are! She’s there every week, and she’s just selling mascara! Okay? Be a little persistent! Don’t take “No” for an answer. How many times did the Savior have to come to the Nephites? How many times does He come to the temple in bountiful to announce who He is and the advent that he’s going to make and appear before them? He has to tell them three times. You may have to go back to a door. You may have to go back to an investigator. You may have to find another way to get back into that heart. Don’t give up too easy.

Well, okay, these Elders weren’t going to give up easy. And so they knocked on the door. Knocked on the door again and again. Finally, she opened again. And said, in her Czech – and their Czech wasn’t very good – but she told them to leave. And they said, “What have we done? We’re young men. We’re innocent. We’re just visitors here. What have we done? We came to give a message. We came to express good will. What did we do?” And she said, “You’re ministers, aren’t you?” And they said, “Yes, we are ministers.” She said, “That’s enough. That’s enough for me. That’s all.” And starts to slam the door again. This time, they did get a toe in the door. “Why? What’s wrong with ministers? What’s wrong with us? Tell us what. Tell us why.”

Well something touched her heart. I’m sure the Spirit of the Lord. I’m sure the persistence of these Missionaries, a little bit. And she started to tell a longer story, the quick version of which is that she had had a daughter, lost a daughter. I don’t know where the Father was. I guess there was a Father, but if he was killed in the war, I don’t know, but there’s no father in the home. And she has a baby girl, little girl, and at about age 3, lost the baby. And in total grief, and in total distress – and again, if it’s in the context of the war or what, I don’t know – but she went to her local minister and asked for help, and asked for consolation, and asked for counsel, asked for what you ask a Minister for, when you’ve had a moment of bereavement and grief and tragedy in your life.

And the minister said – now this is the report that the Missionaries got, and I’m leaving it to you as to the accuracy of it. It seems a little harsh, but it’s the way they reported it and the way she said it to them – that he turned on her and said, “I don’t have anything to do with you. I don’t have anything to say to you. That little girl is in hell, and so are you, eventually, because you didn’t have her baptized. You haven’t darkened the door of this Church, and you come staggering down here at your moment of loss, and expect something? Well you’re not going to get it.” And turned her away.

I can’t quite imagine that, but that’s the report. And it was severe enough, and honest enough, or at least accurate enough that she left saying two things, “I will never ever ever darken the door of this Church again.” And number two, “I will never speak to a minister again in time of need, or in time of delight. In time of joy or in time of sorrow. I will never speak to a minister again.” So that’s why she said, “Are you ministers?” And they said, “Yes.” and she slams the door.

Well what would you do, Elders? Sisters, what would you do if you’re Elder Holland, and you’ve got six memorized discussions, and you know them in order? And you have to give one before you give two, and you have to give two before you give three, and you have to have your companion ready to do his part, because you only know your part when you’re a new Missionary, and on and on and on and all the drama. What would you do? Well I’ll tell you what Wallas Toronto did in 1928. Long time before my Missionary plan or yours. He said, in his broken Czech, “Would you like us to tell you where your daughter is?”

And later on, this woman said, “For the first time in my life, I felt the Spirit of the Lord.” And she opened the door – didn’t let them in, this is still a doorstep conversation, persistent Missionaries. This is still a doorstep exchange – she opens a little wider and says, “I’d give anything to know where my daughter is.” And Wallas Toronto, halting, feeble, broken Czech student that he was, 21 years old or so, opened the Book of Mormon and on the doorstep reads to her, in the best Czech he can muster, from the 8^th Chapter of Moroni. Mormon’s great letter to his son, about the curse of infant baptism, and why children are saved by the grace of God in the Atonement of Christ, in their innocence, and swept into the Kingdom of Heaven on the mercy and majesty on the Atonement of the Lord Jesus Christ.

Fifty years later, when Elder Hinckley’s son and my son were companions in the Czech Republic, there was a tradition still alive about this sister. She was not living, as I understand it, and as I gather it. But there was a tradition still alive in that land of this woman, who had since past away, but whose gift to the Church was still legendary among the Saints, and at least some of the Missionaries heard about it, of going out of World War I, through this experience of joining the Church, and then the closure to Czechoslovakia again, because as you’ll recall in history, Czechoslovakia was one of the first places to fall in the rise of Nazism in the 30s and then onto World War II. And then in the aftermath of World War II, Communism and the division of Europe. So they had 75 years or so, I don’t know, all told, of War-to-War to occupation-to-occupation, and through it all, this little sister and a few handful of sisters like her, because there wasn’t much Priesthood, kept the Church alive and the little flicker of a flame of faith burning in Czechoslovakia. Until finally, in our day, that Mission could be re-opened, and our sons and some of you – some in this room must be going to the Czech Republic, or to Czechoslovakia, or nearby – and a new day dawned and the Church would grow again on the strength of little sisters who kept their tithing in a mason jar. Who prayed and longed and yearned for the day that any Priesthood leader, anywhere nearby, could come and administer the Sacrament. And that they’d say their prayers and do their duty and be the best they could, even in severely restricted circumstances, with horribly restricted religious freedom.

I don’t know who that sister is. I don’t even know her name. I don’t know how, I don’t know how much of that legend is legend and how it will be seen on into the next 40 or 50 or 60 years. But I know those stories are repeated all over this world, on the strength of a Missionary who had the sense to know what was in Moroni 8.

Now that’s why it’s got to be in the hearts of the Missionaries. That’s the leap we were making, and honestly so, but a leap that was inadequate to somehow say, “Let’s give you this prepackaged information so that you can immediately give it to the investigator.” Well we don’t always know what the investigator needs. At least from headquarters, we don’t know. You’re gonna know. But we don’t know. So Preach My Gospel is an attempt to bring the Gospel of Jesus Christ into your life. And don’t you ever return from your Mission and fail to measure up what you’ve gone out there to say.

How can you ever look an investigator in the eye again? How can you ever look a companion in the eye again? How can you look at a member, or a priesthood leader, or a primary teacher, or a new convert struggling just to hang onto the gospel… How can you possibly go do this, and say this, and say you believe it, and say you’re emissaries of the Lord Jesus Christ?

You’re witnesses called to serve, called to serve! I’ve sung that song ten thousand times! And you are! And I have to say, “So what? So when? For how long? For how much?” I’m still going to return to that before I finish.

But for me, that’s the one lesson that I want you to learn. Beyond all the details, beyond all the instruction that you’re going to get, here in the MTC, and in the Mission field, that’s the fundamental thing that I want you to carry away, into the field, out of the MTC, and into your labor; is that your supposed to get this before we have any hope in the world that the investigators can get it. And that it’s in your heart, and you care enough to learn the gospel and follow the spirit, and be prepared to go where the investigator is.

To find the investigator here, and pull this one in, and find that investigator there, and pull this one in, and to do this work the way the ancients did it. That’s real Missionary work. That’s Peter, James, and John. That’s Alma and Amulek. That’s Isaiah, and Jeremiah, and Ezekiel, and Daniel. That’s the way the ancients did it. And I believe with all my heart, in these Latter-days, in this greatest of all dispensations, we’re getting closer to doing it the way the Ancients did it. And I pray that you’ll succeed in that.

There are three things – well, there are a lot of things. There are a lot of things that we’ve learned in the department in that Missionaries don’t do very well. Frankly, Missionaries do miraculously, marvelously well. It’s one of the wonders of the world that we ask you to do what you do and you do it so well. But as we try to teach to this, and as we try to emphasize two or three things, let me just say, there are a couple of things, three things for tonight, that I’d have you watch for in the next few weeks, in the next few months. And try and take advantage of while you’re here, and take advantage of when you start in the field.

Number one is, we learn that Missionaries don’t study very well. Now, that doesn’t mean that you don’t read the pages. It doesn’t mean that you’re probably not pretty loyal, I hope you’re loyal, to mission rules, and mission outlines, and Preach My Gospel, that you’re going to have a study period. You’re going to have some private study, and you’re going to have some companionship study. But in this new era, Elders and Sisters, studying takes on a whole new meaning. Certainly a larger meaning, and impact, and mission, and message than when I was a Missionary. You have to be an infinitely Missionary than I and my companions were, and that people in this Church have been for decades.

If you’re going to be this personally responsive, personally prepared, deeply endowed, deeply en-viewed, powerful teacher, you’re going to have to work at that. And that means study. Now, that’s why we want you to get up in the morning. I hate talking about obedience. But you probably, since obedience is the first law of everything, and I remind you of your temple experience, I remind you of your life experience, I remind you for what’s certainly going to be your Mission experience. Tell me how your obedience is, and I’ll tell you right now how your Mission is going to be. It’s as eternal as anything I can ever say to you.

And something as simple as getting up in the morning. We’re not just trying to be more mean to you than your mothers. We’re not trying to just make life miserable for you. Not bring you, you know, you’re little tea and crumpets. Well, I can’t bring you tea, but… You know? If we make you get up and work hard, and start early, there’s a reason for that. It is because you have to study.

We have to members of the twelve. Two Russells in the Quorum of the Twelve. If you wanted heart surgery for your mother, would you want Elder Nelson to do it, or Elder Ballard to do it? Both Russells and both wonderful wonderful men. Any body got any choice? Anybody got any…? I won’t ask for a vote, but I suspect if you know anything about it, you’re probably saying, “Well, if I get a choice, I’ll take Elder Nelson.” Well that’s not to be unkind to Elder Ballard. He’s got a Swiss army knife, too. He can go in there and, you know. He can flip that thing out. But you say, “Probably, thanks, but no thanks. I’d like to go with Elder Nelson.” Why? One simple solitary reason. Both good men, both high priests, both wonderful – now I’m not talking about a spiritual ministry. I’m making a little parable here – You want Elder Nelson, because he’s practiced. You want him, because he’s done it 10,000 times before he did it to your mother. He knows what a good heart looks like, and he knows what a bad heart looks like. He knows when an aorta is working and when it’s not. He knows when a valve is functioning, and when it’s not. He knows when a hearts diseased and when it’s not. He’s seen it. He’s studied it. He’s lived with it. He’s sat in a dormitory room somewhere with his feet in cold water so that he could study those medical books, when your mother was wheeled into the room. That’s who your investigators deserve.

We do not apologize for asking you to study. And we do not apologize for asking you to study in the Preach My Gospel era, because we cannot tell you now what your investigators are going to need. I can’t tell you that on any given day, it’s going to be Moroni 8. Moroni 8 wasn’t anywhere in the plan! That’s obvious. You’re going to have to know this, and do it, and have it in your heart. And there’s no substitute for that. And you’re going to have to have companionship study. By the way, when you’re disobedient, when you do waste the morning, and when you are undisciplined, the first thing that will be lost is companionship study. Trust me. I know. I know. I know you. I know Missions. I know Missionaries. You’ll probably try to find a little breakfast, you may get a little personal study in, you’re try and get a quick prayer said, but you’re not going to have the time to sit down and rehearse together, study together, what you’re going to do as a companionship.

And we teach in this gospel, two-by-two. No lesson is going to be given alone. And you have to study. And you have to study together. That’s even tougher than just putting your feet in cold water and studying a medical book. You’ve gotta have two guys there. Two Elders, two Sisters, with feet in cold water, sharing the medical book, to figure out how you’re going to do this.

Studying has taken on a new higher order of significance in the days of Preach my Gospel, because we want you to know the gospel. You’re going to have to know where to go. You’re going to have to have your outlines and there’s a good basis, there’s a good solid sequence of lessons and principles to be covered, but you’re gonna have to be alert. And family X is not necessarily going to get what family Y got. And family Z is going to get something else altogether. And that’s going to be from 2:00 in the afternoon to 6:00 at night, and 8:00 at night. And you’re going to do that on the same day.

Not me. In the old days, boy, they would have gotten the same thing. Same switch, same message. Just put it on overdrive, and let it fly. Well, no wonder you’re going to be more successful than we were. And no wonder that the world needs you to be more successful than we were, than any generation of Missionaries that’s been.

The other thing we’ve learned, another thing we’ve learned about Missionaries is, they don’t prepare very well. Do you know what preparing meant when I was a Missionary? Do you know what preparing meant? Preparing meant the ominous decision of where we were going to tract that day. That was the entire sum total of our plan. What street will we walk down today? Boy, that took… We had to be geniuses to master that, you know? Boy, it required looking at a map, and knowing a street name.

Well, what does preparation mean, and what does planning mean for you? It means all of this that I’m saying about study and more. What does the Jones family need? What does the Gonzalez family need? What does the Kawaski family need? What do these people need? And where are we? And how did the last lesson go? And what are we going to do for the next lesson? And what part are you going to do? And what part am I going to do? And we’d better get on our knees again and see what the Lord can say to us about this process. That is planning with a capital ‘P’ in the age of Preach My Gospel. Review of how it went with your investigators, note taking, and review when you get home that night, and review before you go out the next morning, and big planning weekly. And it makes District Meetings more significant, and Zone Conferences more significant. We’re talking about real people, with real needs, and the real challenge of getting people baptized and converted in a world that’s getting farther, and farther, and farther away from Christian commitment.

You’ve got to be so much better than I ever was. And planning has got to take on some significance about how you use your time, and where in the city you’re going to be. And if you’ve got some free time, what are you going to do? And what’s your area book like? And how do you fall back? Those are things that just were sort of abstractions from me. Maybe somebody had said something about them, but they didn’t mean very much. Well they’ve got to mean something to you.

The last thing, and the most serious thing that we’ve found that Missionaries don’t do very well, is teach for commitment. You haven’t had much experience teaching. We don’t give you much experience. You haven’t done much teaching in this Church by the time you’re 19. You might have done a little. You might have had a Primary assignment, or substituted in a priesthood class or something, but you haven’t done much. And here, we expect you, to overnight, as it were, become master teachers of the most important message that people will hear in their entire lives.

Well we’re devoting ourselves as a Missionary department and as a Missionary executive counsel, this year, and the past recent year, and the roll-out that will already be existing in your Missions when you get there and MTCs by this Summer when you’re little brother or little sister get to those MTCs, we will be trying to help you be better teachers. Not simply better students. It’s going to require good study. It’s going to require good planning. But then finally, when you’re knee-to-knee, and face-to-face in a home with an investigator, you’ve got to come through. You’ve got to deliver the goods. And they’re going to have to feel what they feel, and learn what they learn, so much that they will make the commitment to join this Church and keep the covenants that they’ll make with God, right through to the temple and to eternal life.

What a miracle that that ever happens. What an absolute miracle that it could ever happen. And it can’t without this new Missionary living by the Spirit, pleading and putting everything on the line. Every effort to study. Every effort to prepare. Every effort to teach with skill, and power, and authority; power and authority being the phrase that’s always used in the Book of Mormon: “They taught with power and authority.” We seldom teach with either power or authority. We don’t act like we have any authority, and we hardly dare even summon any enthusiasm to suggest we’ve got any power. And then we wonder why the Red Sea doesn’t part. You know, “Where’s the 8,000, Ammon?”

We can get better at this. We can do better at this. We can grow into this. But it’s going to take a masterful, modern, 21^st century, last and greatest of all dispensations kind of a Missionary to do it. And I love you for accepting the call. I love you for believing and knowing that you can do it, because this is God’s work. The Spirit of the Lord is the key essential, ultimate ingredient. That’s why the medical school analogy isn’t very good. Because you get to be a 1st-grade surgeon the first day you’re in the Mission field. If you have the Spirit of the Lord with you and you’re putting your heart on the line to from that first day on just be the kind of Missionary you’re supposed to be, including an honest effort to study, including an honest effort to plan, including an honest effort to teach with enthusiasm and conviction and heart-felt honesty.

That doesn’t require any educational certificate. It doesn’t require any external pronouncement by some secular society. The Spirit of the Lord itself will pronounce that gift upon your head and endow that mantel of authority on your shoulders from the first day. From the very first day. If you’re as honest as we’re pleading with you to be, in a day when you’ve gotta be the best Missionaries this Church has ever had. That’s what you’ve gotta be.

We have a world in trouble and if we understand these scriptures, it’s not over yet. The last days for all of its greatness and grandeur in the dispensation for the Church, it’s not going to be a pretty picture for the world generally. And we’ll be affected by that. We are affected by it. We’re in that world. And you’re God’s answer. You’re the hope of Israel. You are the hope of Israel. And you’re 19 years old. Or 20, or 21, or 22, or whatever. I stand all amazed at what a Missionary is in this Church. And what God would somehow know, and have the confidence to believe could be done with people like you, and people like me. It’s a marvelous work and a wonder.

Let me close with the point that I began with, about you. Contrary to the parlots of the day, this is about you. I’ve thought long and hard about the apostleship. I’m not going to go into that tonight, but sometime seated around a living room fire with some popcorn or some hot chocolate, we’ll talk about calls to the apostleship. But setting that aside, it’s prompted me to read everything I could read about apostles; ancient or modern, just to try to learn. Just to try to come to grips with it. That’s the part I’ll leave to tell you another day.

But in so reviewing that, I’ve been drawn again and again and again to Peter, the chief apostle, still the chief apostle. The apostle that brings the Melchizedek priesthood and the apostolic keys back to the earth, this dispensation, Peter has a premiere roll in the apostleship and the Melchizedek priesthood work of this world.

But when the Savior had lived his life and pursued His ministry, and had gone, Peter was as bereft as most of you feel right now. And if you don’t feel bereft now, wait until you get into the Mission field for the first 24-hours. Then give me a jingle. You’ll know what I’m talking about, okay? And he knew, he somehow knew he was in charge. He knew he was the President of the Church, so to speak. Whatever the senior apostle would have been. But now Jesus is gone, he’s been crucified, the tomb is empty, he and John ran to the tomb, and it was empty, and this cascade of experience has tumbled down on them in a few hours, a couple of days at best.

And then people are saying, “Well what do we do now?” I don’t know that anybody had ever asked that question, because frankly, they never got it. They weren’t literally, truly, what, look, they had been in the Church at best 36 months? Can you imagine picking a quorum of the twelve out of new converts, who have not been in the Church in any case longer than 36 months? We have to give them a little credit, and a little courtesy that they were doing any portion of what they were doing.

But they didn’t get a lot of this. He kept saying, “I’m going.” He kept giving parables. He kept talking about how people would destroy the temple in three days, and He’d build it back up. Well they didn’t understand any better than the Pharisees what He meant. Everyone thought He was talking about the temple itself. They thought, “Well, I guess He can build the temple back up…,” and they just didn’t get it. And He kept trying to be sweet and gentle and prophetic, but they were young, and green, and that’s why they kept saying, “When thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren.” And now they’re gone, and people turn to the new Eleven, turn to Peter and say, “Well, what do we do?”

And what does he say? “Well, it’s been a great 36 months. This last little while has been terrific, and all of it was pretty good. We saw great teachings. We saw wonderful miracles. We saw healings. There we were on the mount of beatitudes. We saw Him walk on the water.” – Peter probably wasn’t so bold as to say that he had actually, for a moment or two, but they’ve got all those memories. And he says, “Wasn’t it great? Wasn’t it terrific? Let’s go fishing.”

He didn’t know what to do. It’s over. He’s gone. Maybe they thought somehow this was going to turn into this political Messiah, too. Maybe good orthodox Jews that they were once, and probably still are a little bit, maybe they thought, “Well, whatever we thought the Messiah-ship was, I guess it’s gonna be something else. Let’s go fish. Let’s go do the thing we know to do. That’s what we were doing when He found us, so let’s go.” And they did. And they went back to Galilee, and fished. And I guess life was going to go on.

But something happened. It’s early morning, they fished all night, they’ve caught nothing. You fish at night on the sea of Galilee. They’ve caught nothing. Zero. Zilch. Nothing. Nada. No fish. And in the distance, because the sight is quite clear on a lake, and the sound is very good across the surface of a lake, they see a figure, who has made a little fire. And calls out to them and says, “How’s your fishing gone?” And they said, “Lousy. It’s been terrible.” (You’re going to have days like that.) They said, “It’s been a disaster. We haven’t got anything.”

And He said, “Well, uh, cast your net over on the right side of the boat.” And I’m sure there was somebody there who said, “Oh well, now, who is this? Who is this that’s got such a cute idea about how to fish after we’ve been at it all night, and is going to tell us out here, laboring as we are, there he is safely on the beach, we’re out here in these boats, He’s going to tell us how to…” I don’t know if someone said that, but I bet someone did.

But reluctantly, and maybe out of desperation, needing a catch – they are, after all, now back to doing what they used to do, and if they’re going to fish, they’ve got to fish – they cast their net over to the right side of the boat, and they can’t pull the catch in. It starts to sink the ship, one of the miracles being that the nets didn’t break, there were so many fish. They couldn’t get the fish in the boat. And John said, “It’s Him. It’s Him.”

And Peter, sweet Peter, who didn’t know better than to say, “Let’s do what we know how to do.” Sweet people who cuts people’s ears off, and then they have to be put back on, and… Sweet, loyal, devoted Peter, looked at John, heard what he said, looked at the shore, saw the Master, and bailed over the edge of the boat. And said, “The rest of you can row if you want, I’m going in.” And he just started going to shore.

Well they arrived. The Savior and this marvelous act of courtesy has fixed their breakfast. He’s built a little fire, and cooked some fish. Just a little passing thought on His magnificence – they’re going to be hungry, they haven’t had a good night, and I’m going to fix their breakfast. And they followed his feet, and then Jesus starts this little interrogation, and with this, I close.

“Peter, do you love me more than you love these fish in this net here, and these boats, and these oars?”

And Peter said, “Yes, I do love you, more than these.”

And a second time, Jesus says, “Peter, do you love me more than you love these fish, and your nets, and your battered old boat?”

And a little distressed at that, Peter said, “Yes, I do. I said I did. I do.”

And the Savior probably took a deep breath and smiled and looked Peter right in the eye. And though He didn’t verbalize it, apparently He was conveying to Peter, “May I now say to you for the third time, do you love me?” And Peter is very very sensitive about threes right now.

And Jesus says, really in effect, “Okay,” for the last time, “do you love me more than these? Than what you do? And what you’ve just been doing?”

And Peter says, “I do. I do love you. More than anything.”

And that is the moment that Peter became the great apostle. Forget the denials, whatever they were. Forget the cut off ears. Forget the impetuousness. Forget the confusion. Forget not knowing more than to come back to fish. Right here, face-to-face, again from the honesty of his heart he said, “I do love you, more than anything.”

And to that, the Savior of the world said, “Then feed my sheep! I have asked you before to leave your nets. And I’m asking you again, and I don’t want to ask you a third time. When I said, ‘Leave your nets,’ it was forever. When I asked you to follow me, it was forever. When I asked you to be an apostle, it was forever. When I asked you to be a Missionary, it was forever. When I asked you to see this through to the end, it was because it’s not over ’til it’s over. Now forget your nets, and forget the fish, and jettison your boat, and throw those oars away for the second time, and feed my sheep. We’re in this ’til the end.”

And that’s the day Peter strode into eternity, and became the man within hours, within days at the very least. When people plead that they could be taken into the street and left on their cot in hopes the shadow of Peter would pass over them. That’s the Peter that he became with that little confrontation on the shore. And the issue is for all time and eternity, “Do. You. Love. Me? Do you love me?”

Elders and Sisters in this MTC congregation, do you love Him? You cannot get there from here. You cannot be what you have to be. You cannot say what you have to say. You cannot become the Missionaries, the witnesses, the emissaries, the bastions and sentinels of truth that you’re supposed… You can’t do it, unless you love Him. It is the first and great of all the commandments, the greatest of all commandments, the first commandment.

You need to decide tonight whether you’re on a coarse that’s committed to the idea that you really do love God. You really do love the Savior. And if you do, and I know you do, and I pray you do, and we’ll all do this together, we’ll all march into the future together, but when you do, and when you say that, and when you believe that, then you’re call is to feed His sheep, forever.

Now, can you understand why you must never and may never and can never come back? It will never be the same again. Peter, you can’t go home. You can’t go back to fish. You can’t go back to Galilee. You can’t go back to boats. It’s over. It is a new life, a new day, a new time. This Mission marks that hour in your life. You cannot go back. And if you do, you will break my heart, and you will break the heart of God himself. If you turn your back on the gospel of Jesus Christ, which you have pledged your life, or at least these next two years or eighteen months, to teach. But my point is that it isn’t just eighteen months, and it isn’t just two years. And I stand here at 49 years and counting, and say, I pray that it’s never ever ever over for me. And I pray that it’s never ever over for you.

And if you are ever tempted on your Mission, or after, to leave this faith, or commit a transgression, or to walk away from the covenants you’ve made, and the honesty of your heart – not assuming that you’re going to be perfect, and knowing that we’re all going to have to repent every day of our lives about something – but you’re coarse needs to be true. You need to stay the coarse. You need to see it through. You can’t go back. You’ve left your nets, and you’re going to feed sheep. You’re going to be disciples of the Lord Jesus Christ, for time and eternity.

Boy, that’s weighty to put on the shoulders of a 19 year old sitting in Provo, Utah. Or a 21 year old, or whatever you are. But that’s about what this adds up to be. “Do you love me? Well then, feed my sheep. And do it forever.”

May you do so, successfully, and with God’s love and mine. And the Holy Spirit to attend you, because you cannot possibly succeed without it. God bless you, on the greatest venture of your life, that should shape and will shape, if you allow it to shape, every great experience you’re ever going to have for the rest of this life, and as much of the next one as I know anything about. In the sacred name of Jesus Christ, amen."

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